I can definitely say that today has been an emotional rollercoaster of emotions.

In my previous blog I had explained my whole life story, telling you everything down to the point. So you’d want to read that before reading this otherwise it wouldn’t make sense.

I woke up this morning, in such a good mood, I had decided to be productive thanks to my cousin, you know who you are babes xoxo, anyways, we sorted things out to get a PIP application form, we phoned the Drasacts head office (a service that helps with sexual abuse), I had previously been referred to them months ago. However, today I had found out that this whole 4 months of waiting to be seen to be able to have counselling (it’s a 6 month waiting list, stupid I know) but this whole time I had NOT been on the counselling list, like what? This is just getting pathetic now. So we had to argue with them, to see if I could be seen any sooner because of my mental state at the moment, can I? No, of course I can’t, typical, I don’t know when I’m going to be seen but we move.

After this, I contacted the woman I had been talking to that works with DRASACS, she isn’t a councillor but she offered any type of support, so I told her how my therapist discharged me after my first session as I cannot be on two services at once even though I haven’t been seen by DRASACS yet, and I told her how I feel like the police are pushing me aside and doing nothing about my case. She then, phoned the police, complained a little, after this, the police woman phoned me, and told me that there were still NO updates, really? After 4 months? No at all updates, pathetic. Asked me for said person’s address after telling them their address multiple times, I managed to get a contact number for him, and passed it over to the police. He is going to the station to be arrested, interviewed and be put on bail.

So after 4 months of waiting, they basically left it to me to get all his details and all that had to do is arrest him, I thought they were the police? I might as well become a police woman now at this point, me and my detective work 💪🏽.

On a higher note, none of this wouldn’t have happened if it wasn’t for my cousin, Thankyou so much for being you and helping me with everything I am going through. ❤

Thankyou for reading,

Tailer x