Well the past few days have been eventful to say the least.

I haven’t blogged in a while, kinda forgot about it to be honest. But it’ll be fineee.

Anyways, yesterday was a day like no other, I had a massive mental breakdown, which caused many panic attacks, we had to call the crisis team because it got that bad. I’m sick of begging for help, I asked the doctor to see if I could receive any therapy until I receive counselling from DRASACS, as it is a 6 months waiting list (stupid I know) anyways, the doctor turned around and basically told me he couldn’t help me with anything therapy wise and can only help with my medical side of things. What kind of doctor is that? Who knows?

After calling the crisis team they managed to refer me to a therapy called safe space, which I think will help, after begging for help for so long and not getting anywhere, I’m glad yo finally get somewhere.

I think I’m going to start to apply for jobs, god knows what, but we move, I’m sure I’ll find something, that way it’ll get me out more as well as it’ll help me socialise and make friends, bc I’m that lonely ya see.

Today I went to my mums house with my cousin after falling out with my mum for the billionth time, to attempt to sort things, all went well to say the least, if we fall out again I’m done completely, I’ve had enough of falling out all the time, it just adds onto the more stress that I’m going through anyway.

Thanks for reading,

Tailer xoxo