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16/11/23
So after job hunting for MONTHS on end, applying for a million and one jobs and not hearing anything back, or getting turned down bc of my dyslexia. I applied for a job for a care home as a care assistant and they got back in touch with me! And offered me an interview, let…
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Maureen
As I watched you lay in your casket, Your face, neck and hands were purple. I couldn’t believe you were once a person breathing, living and smelling the air I smell today. It was like reality,took a big hit at me, By showing me how this would be the last destination. I stood there in…
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20/10/23
Hey babes. Been a long while since I blogged, how are we? Hope you’re all good on this rainy stormy Friday afternoon. So, nothing much has really happened in my life if I’m honest, sadly on the 17th of September my lovely auntie had passed away very unexpectedly after being admitted to hospital a few…
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26/09/23
Pissed off. That’s all I can say about how I feel. I had a call from safespace today which is a counselling service, supposed to offer you support, no, all they’ve done is ask me how I am and what I’ve been up to, then said he’ll call me back in a couple days. What…
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24/09/23
Growing after SA There’s scars on my body That you can’t see, From the places he touched me Unconsensually. Now I feel okay from the trauma That I recieved, You place your hand and I’m calm And suddenly relieved. I smile because I’m free but You still move your hand, Now I’m moving it back…
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Stewart 🩷
Happy heavenly birthday to my grandad, Stewart, the most kind, warm hearted, loving man in my life. Oh how I miss you more than anything, everyday that passes I think of you and how I hope that you’re proud of me and everything that I do. It may not be anything major that I do…
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15/09/23
Life can really be taken away with a blink of an eye. Watching a loved one slip away with a click of your finger is hurtful to anyone. Watching my nanan be so hurt and devastated having another one of her siblings be on the verge of the end of their life is hurtful for…
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13/09/23
Well the past few days have been eventful to say the least. I haven’t blogged in a while, kinda forgot about it to be honest. But it’ll be fineee. Anyways, yesterday was a day like no other, I had a massive mental breakdown, which caused many panic attacks, we had to call the crisis team…
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The girl I used to be
I look back at who I once was, A naive little girl, hair so wild and free, With the world in the palm of her hands. When the only worry was the sun setting At the end of a long day Of childlike innocence. I miss the feeling of being excited to grow up, To…
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Struggles in a day to day life
Everyone as their ups and down days and that is completely normal, and it needs to be normalised that it is okay not to be okay, whether you are a man, woman, or other, it is okay to feel like crap every once in a while. As most of you may see, life isn’t as…